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Sun, 26 Apr 2009 02:17:45 GMT

Goodbye to the past;

Moved!
stupidcrazygirl.lj

Tue, 21 Apr 2009 14:25:46 GMT

There's no getting ahead of ourselves anymore
We're not cocky just confident,
We're not cocky just confident
Is this not the best feeling in the world, girl?

Cause we'll make it through together,
and we're gna last.
I love you.

Tue, 21 Apr 2009 03:20:03 GMT

I love you too much, it shows.
All my emotions go out of control.

Such a crazy feeling.
yet it's so lovely.
Especially when I have someone so wonderful in my life (:

Sun, 19 Apr 2009 01:49:17 GMT

Why d'ya have to be so cute?
It's impossible to ignore you.
Must you make me laugh so much?
It's bad enough we get along so well.
Say goodnight and go.

You make me smile like no one else does and you make my cheek muscles hurt. A LOT.
You make me laugh so much that sometimes, my stomach hurts.
This feeling is insane, but yet lovely.
I love you so much.

I'll protect you from anything and everything in this world (:

Fri, 17 Apr 2009 15:20:27 GMT

When life gets too hectic at times, all i wna do is to let go of everything (excluding you) and just be free from everything. Life sucks.

Sat, 11 Apr 2009 16:09:29 GMT

I can't help falling in love with you (:

YAY! Spent almost one whole day with HB today! :D I'm a happy happy girl! (:

I like spending private time together with HB cause we'd always talk about things we never knew about one another, and these talks allow us to know each other so much better :D

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Geog project's killing me. Math is killing me.

I hate school.

The only thing I look forward to, is seeing you around in school (:

Fri, 10 Apr 2009 01:48:17 GMT

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder.

If it's real, we'll make it through.

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I guess it has always been my fault, since last time. But you know what, I don't really care anymore. Cause I'm not with you anymore and seriously, I can't be bothered with anything you do. Good riddance.

Mon, 06 Apr 2009 15:36:52 GMT

Don't worry, time will heal everything, really. Even that scar will be gone in no time. I guess I've really grown up after being with you for so long. Despite all the unhappy times that we've had, I'm still glad I've grown up. I hope you did too (:

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And I don’t wanna come between you and your man
Even though I know I treat you better than he can.

Mon, 06 Apr 2009 06:21:03 GMT

I'm glad you're over it (:
Time heals all wounds and I'm happy your wound has been healed.
Please don't be too sad about Latte. I'm sure it still loves you :D

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I love spending time with my honey bee (: Even if it's just hanging around doing nothing, it's a really nice feeling just to have her beside me. You've got me wanting you more each time. Love you, sweetheart :D

Off to meet my honey bee, BYE! :D

Sat, 04 Apr 2009 01:30:39 GMT

Done with the old, here comes the new (:

Dearest sweet honey bee, you make me happy all the time! (:

Tue, 31 Mar 2009 14:50:30 GMT

想听的话你输给了她 .

Those words I had always wanted to hear from you didn't come out from you, but another person. It was so disappointing.. Maybe I never did enough to make you feel that I was worth those sweet words.

I'm sorry, my bad.

Sun, 29 Mar 2009 11:46:09 GMT

Your life never revolved ever revolved around me. It was always pc, xy, zq, D, M, never me.
I'm sorry I'm not perfect enough for you, not good enough for you, not understanding enough for you, not tolerant enough to you, not nice enough for you and that I'm not able to make you happy.
I know how unhappy you are, so I guess this will be the best way to end everything.
Take care and all the best.

Sat, 28 Mar 2009 08:11:07 GMT

All this time I was wasting,
Hoping you would come around
I've been givin' out chances every time
And all you do is let me down
And it's taken me this long baby
But I figured you out
And you think it would be fine again
But not this time around

You don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby,
Like I did before
You're not sorry.
Oh no, no, no.

Looking so innocent,
I might believe you if I didn't know
Could've loved you all my life
If you hadn't left me waitin' in the cold
And you got to share your secrets
And I'm tired of being last to know
And now you're asking me to listen
Cause it's worked each time before

But you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby,
Like I did before
You're not sorry.
No, no, Oh.
You're not sorry.
No, no, Oh.

You had me crawling for you honey
And it never would have gone away, no
You used to shine so bright,
But I watched all of it fade

So you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
There's nothing left to beg for
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby,
Like I did before
You're not sorry.
No, no, Oh.
You're not sorry.
No, no. Oh.

We've been dragging this for too long. Once and for all, it's over.

Fri, 27 Mar 2009 16:12:52 GMT

What did I do wrong? Where did I go wrong?

I thought what I had done was enough to gain back the trust you used to have in me. I guess I was wrong. You haven't changed a single bit. I have given up so many things/people for you. Whatever you wanted, I sacrificed just to make you happy. But no, you didn't appreciate it. I've already given her up for you, isn't that enough? You don't want me to get close to other people, but what about you? When you're down, at least you still have your friends whom you can talk to. I had the bestest friend who understood me the best, but you didn't like me being close to her so I did what you wanted and I moved away from her. Can you please, for once, appreciate the things I've done for you? I've never had the right to be angry with you. You flare up at me for no particular reason, you throw your tantrums almost all the time and you get angry without even knowing the real truth. At times, you yourself know that the things you say are hurtful, but have you ever once apologised for saying them out? NO. Things ain't working out so there's no point in continuing anymore.

I threw away her things,
I made up with your best friend,
and lost my bestest friend.
I did so much for you but what did I get in the end?
Nothing but your constant tempers.

Wed, 25 Mar 2009 13:56:41 GMT

It's what makes you happy on the inside.

If our love was a fairy tale
I would charge in and rescue you
On a yacht baby we would sail
To an island where we’d say I do

And if we had babies they would look like you
It’d be so beautiful if that came true
You don’t even know how very special you are

You leave me breathless
You’re everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can’t believe that you’re mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you’re leaving me
Breathless

And if our love was a story book
We would meet on the very first page
The last chapter would be about
How I’m thankful for the life we’ve made

And if we had babies they would have your eyes
I would fall deeper watching you give life
You don’t even know how very special you are

You leave me breathless
You’re everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can’t believe that you’re mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you’re leaving me

You must have been sent from heaven to earth to change me
You’re like an angel
The thing that I feel is stronger than love believe me
You’re something special
I only hope that I’ll one day deserve what you’ve given me
But all I can do is try
Every day of my life

You leave me breathless
You’re everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can’t believe that you’re mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams d
So beautiful you’re leaving me
Breathless

You leave me breathless
You’re everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can’t believe that you’re mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you’re leaving me
Breathless.

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Thu, 19 Mar 2009 16:00:53 GMT

I don't think there's anything I can do to make you feel any better but still, please take care (:

Sometimes you wonder, who are the ones who will actually stay true to you. Some people say it's only when you're going through a rough patch or something similar, then you'd know who'd be the ones who would stick with you throughout the rest of your life. But can I don't go through that to know who are the ones who will stay true to me? :/

I hate it when people take a really long time to reply me, especially YOU. Even when I'm busy with my work or whatsoever, I make it a point to reply you within 10 minutes. Can't you do the same? I hung up the phone on you, but SO WHAT?

Sun, 15 Mar 2009 14:59:12 GMT

Back from training camp. I shall upload the pictures first and talk about the details some other day (:

I've no idea why I look so damn fair here, BUT I've really grown darker! :/ Anyway, these are the people I'm gna spend my next one and a half years with (:

There're more pictures but LJ's super slow in uploading pictures today :( I'll upload the next time, if I remember to :P

I'm ultra tired, I shall go sleep now. Goodnight world (:

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I expected something more from your blog, not just that sentence.

你没想像中那么爱我.

Thu, 12 Mar 2009 05:44:55 GMT

One last chance,

I hate doing Chinese projects. It's so hard trying to figure out how to translate from English to Chinese :/

On a lighter note, life's been really good with BG in it. She makes every part of my life easier for me (:

Okay, back to Chinese project. Damn.

Wed, 04 Mar 2009 05:37:43 GMT

I'm in the school computer lab now. We're supposed to create a google account for Chinese lessons but the stupid system isn't allowing me to do so. ARGH!

School's draining all my energy away. Plus there's training every alternate day, which leaves me no time to get my lost energy back :(

I'm starting to get irritated with some of my classmates, particularly someone. I cannot stand those people who always like to take charge of everything. BUT, they're always unable to do a good job out of it and they would make a mess out of everything. And in the end, the others would still have to clean up their mess. It's so irritating.

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I want you to want me.
I need you to need me.
Id love you to love me.
I'll shine up the old brown shoes, put on a brand-new shirt.
I'll get home early from work if you say that you love me.

I'd rather have the past's you.

Sun, 01 Mar 2009 15:13:48 GMT

It's always my fault, isn't it?

Sometimes I wish I didn't meet you, then things between me and her wouldn't turn out this way.
Yet at times, I'm so glad I actually got to meet you because you changed me in some other way.

Once bitten, twice shy.

Sat, 28 Feb 2009 14:20:23 GMT

I guess it's gonna have to hurt,
I guess I'm gonna have to cry,
And let go of some things I've loved,
To get to the other side,
I guess it's gonna break me down,
Like falling when you try to fly,
It's sad, but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life,
Starts with goodbye.

I shouldn't have even bothered texting you to tell you I missed you.

Not all things run smoothly in life. You're one part that didn't turn out right.

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Seriously, I don't see you anywhere near me anymore. Maybe it's cause we're both in two different schools now. I don't really know what's the reason but I'm starting to not feel special when I'm with you anymore.

Fri, 27 Feb 2009 16:13:04 GMT

We had our first PE period today. It was okay, except for the running part cause everyone thought we were gna take height and weight but in the end, we had to run :/

Ah Bong told me about the lots today. It's NJC, AJC, TPJC and SAJC. Ng Teng's group consists of TJC, HCI, Innova and MI. Jea-neh says she'll tell me her groupings when she gets the news tomorrow. Oh gosh, it's gna be so weird playing against Bong cause I'm so used to having her on my team instead of the opponent's team. I'm afraid I'd end up passing the ball to her. Oh no :(

I thought you had your meeting that's why you couldn't catch the movie with me. Oh whatever, you suck big time. I'm not gna even try asking you out anymore cause I know the answer would always be 'i got things on, not free'.

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She's the only one around,
and she means every little thing to me.
:D

Wed, 25 Feb 2009 10:48:43 GMT

Homework's coming at full blast and frankly speaking, I don't really get whatever that's going on during lectures. In addition, it's really stressful to see the people around me doing questions in the notes when there isn't a single one that I can do :( That's the result of appealing into such a good school. What can you expect when the people around you have really good scores for O's but you don't? :/

I'm glad I managed to complete my Econs homework while studying with Ger today. I still have Chemistry and Math to finish up, so I shall do them later.

There's training tomorrow. I dread training.

You're my sunshine after the rain.

Sun, 22 Feb 2009 15:54:46 GMT

Maybe I'm the one who needs to change.
Maybe I'm the one who's not sensitive enough.
Maybe I'm the one who hasn't treated you well enough.
I think I'm all screwed up on the inside.

As much as you feel like running away, I do too.

Sat, 21 Feb 2009 14:56:07 GMT

Hello you, I'm starting to lose my trust in you and I know you can sense it too. Maybe so many things have happened, to the extent that I don't even know which words of yours am I supposed to believe. We're slipping further and further away from one another and frankly speaking, I'm not gna make any attempts to pull you closer to me. Cause I've learnt my lesson from the past experiences.

You were my everything.

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And to you,

Why then do you see all the negative things, in me?
Cos all i ever do is try to be, all that i can be
Girl you know you're hurting me, all the things you pray to me
As I lie at night I'm imagining things, how it used to be, girl you know you're hurting me
What am I to do with a broken heart?

Girl remember when, we made our promices?
That we would be together through-out every single thing
Now im only tryna be a better man, but you've never noticed that.